Well , its the 2 aug and also the 1st post(wonder if this will reach anyone's eye) i have for this currently dull and black blog ... Its 1224am and im still awake .. Just a few short hours more to City Harvest's 20th celebration ... Well im bored and tired , been having a floating thought about going on a short trip overseas to have a few days away from singapore and away from the rush and busy lifestyle , its a weekly thing where all i do is leave camp on a friday evening and go back on a sunday night , what happens inbetween is constant .... Theres a wierd desire to want to go somewhere with a few friends and maybe fish or just take in the countryside and its beauty .... Not too long back i had a BS session with sarah and i found out that ... well ... I didnt really have friends and that was a fact i had to face ... Dont get me wrong , when friends i mean people who when i'm in a valley or when im really down and out i know will be there , will take the extra mile to help cheer me up / check if im fine ... Since that day sarah mentioned that i have been pondering day and night thinking of people that i might be able to built up strong relationships with , frankly im still alittle clueless n the fear of this truth still lingers .... I guess all that i can do is try and first be a friend and look forward with anticipation ... Well off to Bed to prepare for the 2 services ahead ...





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Jael got away at 12:23 AM.