Its the 23rd of Aug and a few mins before i book into army ... This past week was filled with alot of questioning and pondering , after making a decision of wanting to become a cell leader someday , the truth and the reality hit me hard ... Being in the church barely over a year , there was a fear inside of me , was i capable of beocoming a leader in such a short time ?.. There was soo little that i knew , soo little i felt i could do , if i were to become a leader , the people's lives that were under me , would i be able to ensure i provide them with the best i can ... (Part 2 of this coming soon , going back to camp)

Jael got away at 7:03 PM.