wells ... It seems i , myself am not sure whats going through my head right now ... Questions asked by a few why im acting the way i am and in all honest truth i dont know why myself ... Some ask if im angry with you , some ask if im displeased with what you talked to me about , some asked if i think the talk we had was not my fault ... Truth be told , not 1 of them is what im feeling at all , i know that it is my own doing and i do not hold anything against you at all ... i know that i was the cause of it and the chat we had was to let me understand and grow ... somehow im alittle disappointed that i would actually cause this kind of thing to happen in the 1st place ... somehow im not really compelled to wanting to tell people certain stuff now ... somehow i dont know what to say when i see you , i guess its just me ... its not i dont want to but somehow the words dont form in my mouth and looking eye to eye with you seems hard ... Maybe i feel guilt or maybe its betrayal of trust over what happened , i really dont know ... christmas is around the corner , right now my thoughts and feelings are secondary , im gona end good this year too ... i just want to say im really sorry for everything , i really didnt mean for anything to happen ... If anyone that happends to see this know what i might be feeling , feel free to send me a sms , i really wana know why i might be feeling like that ...

Jael got away at 12:15 PM.