Wells its been so far , a great start to 2010 ... Somehow it is a breath of fresh air compared to last year ... Theres an unexpected amount of joy and hyperness in me , seems like for awhile its gona be hard to get me down ... The news of a sat duty(the one im doing now argh!) and the news of the 14th feb(chinese new year day) duty didnt get me down ... Even after hearing that i would need to book in of the 13th and only allowed out on the 15th , somehow i just brushed it away as if it was the most natural thing had just happened ... Somehow looking at the members in the cell group , theres a huge urge like never before to build and rise them up , though some meek and queit , some different in the eyes of others , some new to church , but the potential in them is limitless , a small push , a small motivation , a person who will get them fired up , perhaps thats all that they need to get them to start running ... With their own eyes though they cant see it but looking at them i can see the potential thats inside of them just waiting to birth out ... Theres a huge feeling , urge , thought inside of me to do something about the members and i for one am not going to let it remain as a feeling but an action shall birth forth of the feeling , urge and thought ... Higher they shall go !!! ... (end of church/cell portion) ... As usual , my brain was running wild(thats normally the contributing factor to the amount of rubbish that sprouts out of me) and i landed on a thought that hass been pretty much stuck in me for awhile ... For the year 2010 or 2011 i want to pick up something new ... I have been thinking about it for awhile and i have 2 ideas of things i might want to learn ... For now they are 'boxing' or 'a new language' ... I gona let my head spin around for another 2-3months and see if theres anymore thing i might want and chose 1 out of the choices ... Lastly , Its been a great week for me so far , had a chance to message a friend that was not really close to me ... through the week i believe that friendship was really built through the rubbish that we messaged and im glad that even in army , while in army a new friend outside of army is birthed out of it all ... So heres a thanks to 'You who does not wish to be named' and also thank you for the pineapples im gona get ...




-The end- (im starving=.=)

Jael got away at 5:22 PM.